I'm finally back home!

Hello peeps! I apologise for not blogging. :( As you can see from my instagram account, there is alot of things that change. 

Granny process

 After the first operation, I went to visit granny at the hospital & overnight there. Everything seems okay! Just that she can't shit from her anus. There is a bag attach to her waist and her shit will automatic come out from there. After 5 days staying at the hospital, she is finally discharge. 2 weeks at home, Second surgery just over. This video is a day after the surgery & thank god, granny discharge after the 3rd day. Just that her hand got bandage because too much needles attached and its hurt badly man. But thank god, everything is okay now! :)  

Relationship 

Everything ended for a reason. Actually months back we did discussed about engagement but I did want to because I'm still young. There is a reason why I asked for break. Only close friends will know the true reason so yea. But I'm prefer my life like this. No offense but being with a much older guy is kinda stress. Maybe to me but some people out there nailed it so well. Sad for me then. As you can see from my Instagram, I'm kinda close with Syahir right now. Guys, let me say it again, We're just close friends/good friends. We didn't intend to get back together. We'll let god decide. :) Hopefully everything goes well. :) In god's will. 

Family 

I'm so happy to say, I'M FINALLY GOING HOME!  Now that I think what I did back then is not acceptable. Leaving house for a childish guy is not worth it guys. I gone through it & I seen every drama this guy got to give me. People say  " Someone come to your live for a reason. It's either a lesson learnt or a blessing" He is a lesson learnt from me. I mean, YE, I have my childish side of me but he still can tahan. But really quite I didnt get engaged to a guy like him. THANK GOD. :) Even what happened 8 months ago, I'm really happy my family members are still close to me giving me advice & supporting me when I've no place to go. The feeling of apologizing to someone you love is REALLY GOOD. My mum didnt even scold me. She said you decided when you want to come back. My mum became more understanding right now. I told her that I needed to wear a headscarf if i headed to class, she said its okay. She understand. Alhamduiliah :) More updates soon guys! :)

xoxo,

Janice!