I'm finally back home!

Hello peeps! I apologise for not blogging. :( As you can see from my instagram account, there is alot of things that change. 

Granny process

 After the first operation, I went to visit granny at the hospital & overnight there. Everything seems okay! Just that she can't shit from her anus. There is a bag attach to her waist and her shit will automatic come out from there. After 5 days staying at the hospital, she is finally discharge. 2 weeks at home, Second surgery just over. This video is a day after the surgery & thank god, granny discharge after the 3rd day. Just that her hand got bandage because too much needles attached and its hurt badly man. But thank god, everything is okay now! :)  

Relationship 

Everything ended for a reason. Actually months back we did discussed about engagement but I did want to because I'm still young. There is a reason why I asked for break. Only close friends will know the true reason so yea. But I'm prefer my life like this. No offense but being with a much older guy is kinda stress. Maybe to me but some people out there nailed it so well. Sad for me then. As you can see from my Instagram, I'm kinda close with Syahir right now. Guys, let me say it again, We're just close friends/good friends. We didn't intend to get back together. We'll let god decide. :) Hopefully everything goes well. :) In god's will. 

Family 

I'm so happy to say, I'M FINALLY GOING HOME!  Now that I think what I did back then is not acceptable. Leaving house for a childish guy is not worth it guys. I gone through it & I seen every drama this guy got to give me. People say  " Someone come to your live for a reason. It's either a lesson learnt or a blessing" He is a lesson learnt from me. I mean, YE, I have my childish side of me but he still can tahan. But really quite I didnt get engaged to a guy like him. THANK GOD. :) Even what happened 8 months ago, I'm really happy my family members are still close to me giving me advice & supporting me when I've no place to go. The feeling of apologizing to someone you love is REALLY GOOD. My mum didnt even scold me. She said you decided when you want to come back. My mum became more understanding right now. I told her that I needed to wear a headscarf if i headed to class, she said its okay. She understand. Alhamduiliah :) More updates soon guys! :)

xoxo,

Janice! 

Something big happen

Hey greeting guys ! :) Hellooooooo! Yes, I know. Again, many things going to happen this month again. Something huge happen in my family. :(  Yes, this is a throwback photo. HAHA

Finally met my mum after 5 months. Had a good lunch & chat with her. Before meeting her, I know she confirm rub "A" name on my face. Which I couldn't stand it la seriously. I told her, Everything is different & we'll never gonna get back together. Yes, kept rubbing. LOL. I've my reasons for doing things but it's definitely not cause of Jay & she continue rubbing again. I feel like leaving the table... Bt can't because I met her after so long.... okay & she was like saying "Let god decided who you should be with" LOL. Let's just not talk about the unhappy things alright..

I received some snapchat  chat & text of friend's concern about the operation. Thanks for being so caring but it's not me who is going for the operation. It's my granny going for the operation. :( She is having polyps. It's a lump stuck near her anus. So granny tan has to go for 2 major operation. Of course, my family scheduled changed ever since. We'll take turns to bring my little cousin to school. Somebody will stay in the hospital to take care of her. :) I'm quite she will be fine soon. She was telling me she didnt want to go for the operation because she is scared. It takes nearly 7 of us to brainwash her to go for the operation. So finally. The operation date is set. 8th July. Will be working even lesser maybe for a week because well, everything for granny Tan :)

I'm done updating :) Stay tune my next post..

xoxo,

Niz

Sabah Earthquake // Ashmi Roslan

Hello world. I'm back. Busy working. So many things in the world just happen & a lot of lives are taken away. :( I was tramazed by what happen. The Sabah Earthquake killing 7 students , 2 teachers & a Singapore Tour Guide. :( Well, some managed to run away from this & some tasted death. So we better start cherishing what we have before its gone for long. Also this week, Suria Actor Mr Ashmi Roslan passed away too because of heart attack. I saw one of his friends taking video of him (Ashmi Roslan) when he just discharge. He said he was happy that he could discharge from hospital & his friend said "Any words to tell the people out there?" Ashmi said : Guys, stop smoking. Then I came to realised, oh, his death is because of smoking. Smoking leads to so many troubles. :( Anyway, Rest in peace to the people who lost their life. :( 

Back to business, I was back to Great World City. I miss everything there. I miss everyone there especially Aunty Jane! Requested to be a part time again because things were way too fucked up :( Okay! I got to go! See you guys next time! :) 

xoxo,

Niz! 

Again.

Hey guys! I created a new blog again. (6th one). HAHA! First blog post for 2015. 2014 has really had a great impact in my life. Al-fateha to the people in MH17 & AirAsia Flight QZ8501. Condolence to all their family. Well, as for me, 2014 ended okay but 2015 started off damn badly. There is alot of things I have not done in 2014. New Year Resolutions and stuff like this. But I'm pretty sure, I met someone that I truly cherish in 2014. Someone who understands every single situation. Someone who knows how to take care of me. Someone I can totally put my trust on. :) The reason why created a new blog is because I decided to start afresh be it relationship, family stuff but most importantly, a new year ofc! :) Hopefully 2015 will be a great one for me (even tho it started fucking badly so ya. ) Shall end my post here!